ok so for the past i dont know how many years i have been an adict of many different things...crystal meth, 1,4 bdo(ghb) etc. One of the things that i told myself was keeping me from quitting was that i was much more creative and artistic when i was high.  I have been sober now for long enough to say that i was completley wrong.  my mind has opened up sooooo much in this short amount of time and creative ideas seem to just come flowing all of the time and i am very thankfull for that.  the end